Apology for last post

Good afternoon non followers,  I want to apologize for my last post.  I just re-read it.  What a mood I was in.  Sheesh.  I have put my car up for sale on kijiji...wish me luck.  That will be one giant debt I don't have to deal with every month.  I figure I spend about $500 a month on the car...more if you include insurance.  What was I thinking?  I'll tell you what I was thinking...that the boyfriend I supposedly have would have helped me by now especially when he was the one that got me "the great deal" and basically talked me into buying it.  When I think about it, I have been on his backburner for 5 years now.  I am the one that always has to be sacrificed so he can do what he has to do.  If I don't communicate with him, he makes no attempt to communicate with me.  When he's able to see me, I make myself available.  Not anymore though.  I'm through with games...well maybe not.  I know I deserve better than this.  At least that is what my friends tell me.  Come on Christmas!  I wish I had a river to skate away on....